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| i've changed roomates 5 times in only a few months. i dont think its
over. i've gotten a job, been promoted and fired. all in the same few
months. i've fallen in and out of love and lust several times in the
past few months and considered prostitution as the answer (jay kay).
i miss my life. i need a job. i have a great roomate and a shitty one. wow. im doing awesome.
all of you that feel like it get at me.
i miss you's guys.
xo
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| FYI: i'm done playing games... if you're going to play games with me, FUCK OFF. you're not welcome here.
xo
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| i think i found an apt. and a job. and a roomate or 2.
xoxo
-Sarah loves you!!!! | | |
| i need an apt. still... i'm at my rents house and about to stab someone in the face.. its seriously like im fucking 13 again. luckily i've been ditching out and going to jess' place quite a bit.. we've been looking for jobs and such... i applied at HOOTERS!!! hahahaha but for a hostess job... i would never wear that shit. nope. adam and i are going to a bunch of apt. showings 2morrow.. and then i'm going to the mall by his place and applying EVERYWHERE... i can work at a mall... i've done that... so ill prolly get a job soon ::crosses fingers::
lalalalalalalalllalalala... worst update ever cuz im fucking annoyed with the world... but i love you all!!!!
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| i'm sitting in the computer lab of my building... which after 10am tomorrow will no longer be open to me. my entire room is cleared out aside from some of kristi's and a few odds and ends on my part. i'm waiting for adam because we're going "apartment shopping" haha. and he's about an hour late. but thats cool cuz my hair is still wet from the rare event of this morning: me showering. as much as i want to get out of this hell hole... i really dont wanna leave. the people that helped me when i was sad... or listened to me rant.. or watched me jump around in the hallway when i had WAY too much energy.. theyre all gone... i'll prolly never see them again. considering i think i'm dropping out of school... i didnt even get a chance to say goodbye to all of them cuz i'm a hermit that wont leave my apt even to go up a floor or two. i'm just in a blah sort of mood really... 'specially cuz i packed my comp. ::dies::
here's what i need right now:
1. and apt that i can move into uhh... yesterday.
2. enough money and drive to continue with school.
3. a boyfriend... or at least a cuddle buddy (that i will reward for his services with sex) oh and btw.. taking applications for this.
4. family support for me making bad choices in life. god knows i couldnt do that... cuz i'm not human AT ALL!
5. a really long trip away from everything... like in the mountains somewhere... where i can just breathe and not even think about anything... just breathe.
thats my list for now.. theres a few other things... but those are my big ones.
~i have to go wait for adam more... and pack a little... and clean cuz god knows my roomate wont.
::le sigh::
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